Ah!! I can't sleep like usual these days. Sigh. So hard to get to sleep. Then when i sleep, I get all sorts of dreams.. nice ones... not nice ones.. all sorts lah. Not one.. a few! Then i wake up tired. It's really driving me crazy... it's in my head ALL the time! Seriously. When my brain is not functioning to process matters of things unregarding 'that', oh boy... Boom goes my head.. It bombards my head!!!

I can't hold it anymore!!! I just have to say i can't stand it anymore!!! ARGH!! 5 more days to go...5 more days!!!! JUST 5 JO!!!!

All because for half an hour of piano examination.

Stress lah tell you.

The nearer the day of examination comes, the more im afraid to practice piano. So friggin scared and anxious i'll fail again like last year.

My brains' constantly going through scales, arppegios, my pieces.... More pieces... how i should play them.. Aural test.. (and how i suck at singing).. Isn't that just.... fanatic?!

I know i shouldnt be complaining and lamenting my drudgery on such opportunities.... but really.... I just..have to let it out. Know what i mean??

Ah... now comes the period of 'everyday-piano-class'. Good thing it's only for 4 days!!!!!



whoooooooooo.............








The time is near..................................................................................**