Ok,I know...i know some people may have the impression of me as c o l d and hostile.I do think of me that way sometimes too.Especially with people i dont really know.Sometimes i just cant help it..but i know thats a lie.I can help it if i want.Thats why im struggling to be more..open and vulnerable..something i reli hate to do..but has to be done.So,please be patient with me.

On the other hand,i realise that some of my friends say one thing to me and do another thing the next moment.It's so sickening.Well,I dont expect them to be perfect or anything close to that.But i just wonder,can't they think before they speak or do anything for that matter??sigh...

Im not perfect either.Im a sinner.Yes,i do disappoint people.Not everyone can please everyone.Its a fact.So,i gues i have to be patient and we all need to be patient with each other.