Sleep at night has been a battle. Ever since I got back for the holidays about a month ago I never (hear NEVER) had a good night's sleep. It's always filled with dreams... vague, wierd and sometimes scary, threatening dreams. But somehow I don't remember them clearly. Or, I'm waken by I don't know what for no reason. Every night.

I'm tired.

I'm frustrated.

It's at this time where everyone in my house is asleep I somehow find solitude. Other times, my unknown worries, anxieties and the far cries of my heart come creeping out. And most of the time I cry out to God things no one hears. Unknown to the world. It's the time, I write letters to God.

Then I try to go back and sleep, which takes much more effort. Sometimes I think I must as well not go back to sleep, because, I'll still wake up tired anyhow. Drink myself to sleep? Sing myself to sleep? I don't know.

I just want to have a good night's sleep.

Want your own original designed shoes? I'm available to do them with a little sum of Rm20- RM26 (depending on intricacy of design) for the workmanship. You can either buy your own shoe or I can get them for you.

An example I'm currently working on :

Design : Circles (minor paint work + Sequins and beadworks-handsewn) on white background.
F.Y.I : Shoe is still in the process of working on=)



























Cost of shoe : RM 15
Cost of materials : Approx Rm5
Cost of workmanship : RM 25
Total cost : RM40


Choice of design is yours, I'm just the master of the work. But you pay. Hehe.....=p (please lah... I really need to earn money!)

If you're interested, just let me know=)

*mengeluh*
gue perlukan uang
duit
ka-ching!

program yang gue mengerjakan
unggak mencapai
apa-apa
sedih!

aduhai
sakit hatiku
haha
ya.

begitulah dong.
=.='