You know what I find really frustrating and extra frustrating these days? That some people seem to be getting things so easy. Or they get to somewhere easier than you. Where you're bumming and burning your butt to get to where you want to be or what you want to be or expected to be and not getting anywhere close at all and some people just, get there. Sigh.... or is it just my own perception? That I do not know what they go through to get there? I hope so. Then it wouldn't be so bad. I wanna go far, but somehow I'm stuck in a rut.

You know how reading some people's blogs can make you feel all lousy and yucky? Yeah... I should stop reading their blogs. Till, I can handle it.

I should stop fooling with my feelings and go to sleep.

Goodnight insane world.

"Words are all we have"
If unspoken, it's not known
I dearly long to hear, to know
And perhaps understand

No need bombastic eccentric mumble jumbled phrases
Simple words works
They never fail to amaze me
and make my day

I can't wait to get back home.... and for Che-che and Jaeson's wedding blast!!!:D Sigh... but I'm... I mean we, sisters and mummy and daddy and the doggies(??) will miss her :S Yeah, she won't be very far away.... exactly only 2 or 3 minutes drive! But stilllll..........?? She won't sleep with us anymore.... she won't eat with us so often anymore.
Hmmm......... it's hard to verbalize my feelings on this right now lah. I feel kinda sad that she's 'leaving' but yet happy that she's going to be happily married to the one she loves and has commited herself to. Sigh.... my feelings are a jungle of jumbled jelly beans right now..............

So off I got to do what I have and love to do.





You know, I miss YOU, Youu...... YoU........