You know what I find really frustrating and extra frustrating these days? That some people seem to be getting things so easy. Or they get to somewhere easier than you. Where you're bumming and burning your butt to get to where you want to be or what you want to be or expected to be and not getting anywhere close at all and some people just, get there. Sigh.... or is it just my own perception? That I do not know what they go through to get there? I hope so. Then it wouldn't be so bad. I wanna go far, but somehow I'm stuck in a rut.

You know how reading some people's blogs can make you feel all lousy and yucky? Yeah... I should stop reading their blogs. Till, I can handle it.

I should stop fooling with my feelings and go to sleep.

Goodnight insane world.