I'm realising signs of impatience in me these 2 weeks. Hmm..... I think I'm getting more impatient instead of 'patientner'. Thats not good. Two people have pointed it out already. One my classmate, the other my lecturer. Not good.... not good Jo!!

Patience is a virtue... patience is a virtue.

"But the fruit of the Holy Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentlemess, and self control..." Gal 5:22

The Bible speaks quite a lot on patience.... so much. Ah........ circumstances haven't been helping me. But it should be my own will to be patient and with the help of God, I'm sure I can. So, hehehe.... please be patient with me :)

You're not gone yet but you're going to go..
I'm sad to let you go
But you're suffering.
Will I be doing you a favour if I let you go?
You seem ready,
but I'm not
<:'(

I still want to hold you,
be with you, sit with you,
talk to you..... just have you around
=(
But you're suffering.
I wish you could tell me verbally how you are.
I'll miss you boy....... :(
I WILL.

I'm too selfish to want to still have you......
Please tell me??
I'm already crying even though you're not gone yet.
*slap*
I already miss you.

TERRIBLY.
:'(

My past week wasn't good. No, wait...... in fact my this semester hasn't been a bed of roses. Not that I expect it to be any near there but I didn't expect it to be this thorny. Looks like this semester is more of a bed of thorns than roses. -.-

Projects coming in one after the other, assignments, deadlines. All at once and never endingly coming in. It's frustrating when you do so much, plan so much, organise, try work things out and work your ass off the whole day till the wee hours of the morning and not see any evident results. Gah.

But I figured I have been working mostly on my own strength and not with God's. So, yes, I'm trying to surrender ALL to Him and do my best and not STRIVE to actually accomplish something that would probably make me miserable.

Nevertheless, the people in my life has been really really good and supportive. Thank you to You.... YOU... you... YoU... yOU....... and yes... yOu... for listening to me grumble and ramble and sometimes whine and complain. You know who you are;) And, yes.... thanks to my lovely sisters too:) Thank you for putting up with me......... and my messy workplace=) Ohohohoho=p Ooo... and also for new running shoes and a lovely park to run!=D

Ah.... and not forgetting!!My dearest darling Mummy and Daddy who came in to Sg yesterday evening to have dinner with me and help me distress. It was really really astoundingly sweet of them=) =) =) I couldn't be more comforted. They fed me loads that my tummy got a lil' upset this morning. Haha... but it's ok:) I wonder what will I do without them...... Thanks mummy and daddy! I love you...

Now, I'm actually refreshed and not to say bursting with energy and enthusiasm but I'm taking an 'easier' way to deal with this stress and pressure. As mummy and daddy says, "take one step at a time..... just do your best". Yeah..... I realised I have been trying to accomplish EVERYTHING at once and striving for something that I don't know even exists. Hmmm..... okay.. I don't know what that really mean but hahahaha.. I just know I was striving lah.. and striving isn't doing your best, right?

Anyhow, if things still isn't that good, I've got fruittips.MWAHHAHa... suger hiiiighhh!:D