It's raining.
Thunderstorm
Aih... when will it stop?
Everything's so sluggish and slothful today....
Even my one week old laptop.

They say, relationships not about me.
And it's not about you.
Then????
Hmmm... I'm still trying...
... so hard though.

A lot of things we don't understand and can't comprehend.
Are we meant to?
If so, how?? Why so complicated?
(Or is it not??)
If not, then?

Its still raining
........ stil thundering.
I can't un-maze my thoughts.
So frustrating!
I wanna be alone.

..... for now.