I think Joel's recent post about dreams caused a lil' bloggie wave. A few people responded to it and I'm inspired to blog something about it!! *stop kembang-ing Joel:P*

Ok, I'll not post of my dreams that I have now but rather, some of the dreams and ambitions that I had when i was younger..... in my younger and innocent-er days. (Oh boy, I've grown...................)

I had dreamt of being a veterinarian. Most people would know I love animals. Especially dogs! I seem to have a REALLY soft spot for animals. And what makes me feel bad is I think I have a softer spot for animals than for humans. Ahh... Maybe I'm not human. Anyway, lets not sidetrack Jo! Ahem.... When I was younger I dreamt of saving animals and curing them from diseases and all that. And own a clinic... and many many dogs... that kind of thing. Not that I don't dream of it now. I do, really. But reality sinks in. I probably wouldn't be a certified vet even after 50, looking at the way my interest and abilities in scientific studies are.... and especially to actually get my bum to sit still and study! Ahh.. and.. yes, concentrate. But still, who says I cant rescue the little wandering pets, right?? Right? =)

I don't know why, but I always had a knack for stunts and acrobatics and the likes. Till now. Yep. Believe it or not, when i was young, one of my ambition and BIG time dream was to work in a circus as those swinging acrobats. Seriously. I envied them like C R A Z Y. haha. And almost every night I would imagine myself swinging from swing to swing wearing those 'glamorous' tight colourful leotards. Like... whoa!! HAHA. Ok............you can stop laughing your arse* off, people! Ain't funny =P

Ok, besides that circus acrobat thingy, my other BIG time dream and ambition was to be a professional gymast. I always told my parents I wanted to go to gymnastic school. Haha!! Oh boy. I can't imagine what my life would be if i ever did?!! Actually, I was almost close lah. You see, when I was in Standard 4 or is it 5?? Ah.. one of it lah. I represented Kluang in a gymnastic competition. The irony of it is...... believe it or not..... I DIDN'T know it was MSSJ (Majlis Sukan-Sukan Sekolah Johore) level and that I ACTUALLY represented Kluang... my town!! Untill I had to fill up my primary school leaving cert. Haha.........!!!! I could slap myself, really. Imagine my reaction..... I was... dumbfounded! I actually represented Kluang at the age of 10 or 11?! Haha. Wierd. And no, I didn't win anything. Haha. Maybe some embarrassment yes. I didn't even know what placing I got. Well, for the gymnastic school part, I probably wouldn't have lived through it. The training itself. Training for the competition everyday for a few hours was taxing enough for me. Especially having 4 different teacher teaching me totally totally different things.... *resulting in a very very confused and lost little Jo* and one stupendously crazy teacher.... and the clubs. PAin lah! I still have the clubs. And they have chips in them. Because of that crazy *toot* teacher. Haha. Thank God I had no concussion! Bahaha.
Anyway, this dream of gymnastic-ying is... out lah. But I still love stunts and activities to do with physical flexibility. Hehe!

Ok, that was like only... 3 childhood dreams. I have few more but by the rate I'm rambling, You guys would be asleep and snoring. Im touched that you spend time to read my blog!! Thanks you all!!!*HUG!*=D

To finalize this entry I would say my dream..... a hidden one that came to 'proper' life today (yes..today!!!) is to drive and maneuver a tractor!! Any kind of tractor! All kinds IF possible. Oh oh!!! And I want to drive one of those driving grass cutting machines!!! It's just SO SO cool. Yeah! I wanna drift with it too... and speeeeeed! HAahaa!! Ok.......... I better stop now. Hehe.

Toodles ya'll. Don't do drugs, Don't bum your butt.

I now conclude that Facebook is complicated and confusing!! All that 'poke' and 'hug' and tests... and whatever else. Oh boy. I havent logged in to my Facebook for about..... a few weeks and it's.... bombarded!!! And now I'm... LOST!! Yeah... call me dinosaur!!! hmphf. But I'm sure it'll be fun once i know my way around. Well, I'll be having time in my hands now so maybe i would learn to weave around it more. Just maybe.........................................

Phew... Review week is finally OVER! And I can sleep sleep sleep sleep and have more time for myself, others and..... other stuff lah. YAY!! Whoo... art school is no kiddingly hectic!! Seriously. If you have the mindset that art school is lepak lepak and fun fun fun and so free free, oh boy, you might be wrong. It's even more hectic than normal university or college. Well, then again, depends on the course you take lah. Hehe.

Now, holidays are here and... I'm freeeeee!!!!!!XD Till 6th Jan then workload comes pilling again. Weee!!! haaaaahhh.... Well, I'm glad God sustained me through Review week. I didn't have much sleep every night and on Thursday night I did not even sleep. Haha!

Yay!! Now I can concentrate on putting on weight better. My diet didn't really work. Errrr..... maybe becauseee.... *confession timeeeeee...* I didn't really work the diet thing out... *blushhh*.. Only 50%. I know I know!! Busy ok! Aiyoh.. now I have time to concentrate on that ok!! I REALLY hope it works.......!!!!! *crosses fingers*

Toodles daaaaaa!!!:D

So, Independent week is over. Away from home, Kluang and back to Singapore. The city of busyness. For me, at least. And to that, I'm back to workworkworkworkwork for 2 long weeks. Review week is next week and gotta finish up EVERYTHING. Good for me. Haha.
Oh oh oh.... my 3D artcard review was today and...... I'm SO happieeee!!!! =D Not to brag or what... but i got Class 1, an A+!!! weeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!XD hehehehee..... Hard work and efforts to be neat (at least) pay off well. Ah...... ok ok!!!! enough of syiok sendiri-ness =p

Oh, I remembered a friend commenting that talking to taxi drivers while in their taxi is rather 'AhPek'. Hmmm..... why? I do not think that making conversation with taxi drivers or smilling to an Aunty selling veggies or saying bye to someone in a nice way(tone) or any other actions is harmful or gonna 'de-benefit' you in any way. Because I think Jesus would the same. And, the world might be a better place if everyone took effort to be nicer.
Really, being nice to people makes you feel nice. Don't believe it?? Try it!!:D


*p/s : The title has no relevance to what I wrote (??) / typed. HARHAR. Yeah.......... butts offff!!!!*

A few people asked me whether I miss playing drums... ever since I left for studies in Sg. My answer... "Of course!". I know, I may not show it or say it.. but deep down I do. Yeah, I can easily pick up the sticks and whack on the drumset I have at home, when I'm back in Kluang. But the 'playing drums' I prefer to refer to here is actually serving in church and YF. It's totally different really. Ask the other drummers.

Addition to that, being a girl who plays drums I often feel intimidated or.. inferior to boys who play drums. Haha.. I suppose you all don't know that. I don't know. Maybe I 'grew' up being nurtured by a mentality that drums is a 'boy instrument' or a 'guy instrument'. Well, yeah.. it can get pretty technical (and most boys are naturally more technical than most girls), and it can get preeety loud too (don't we all know that??)... and more often than not people tend to think girls don't make very good or skillful drummers. Hmm... well, up to you to think and perceive. Every drummer has their own different skills, strengths, styles and abilities. So, to say a drummer is good or not is generally subjective. So, maybe drums isn't such a suitable instrument for girls? Hmm... I would like to doubtly think so.

Anyhow, I think that anyone can play any instrument they want lah. Haha.

My brain is empty now -.-