It has only been like one week and half a day after my piano exam and im anxious as well as excited about my results. I can't wait!!!

The anticipation is SO strong. I really wonder what I got.. how I fared.

How long more shall I endure this?!Oh.. i must...... haha..at least a month lah Jo...... =p

Patience my friend .... p a t i e n c e ............................................................................
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Ah!! I can't sleep like usual these days. Sigh. So hard to get to sleep. Then when i sleep, I get all sorts of dreams.. nice ones... not nice ones.. all sorts lah. Not one.. a few! Then i wake up tired. It's really driving me crazy... it's in my head ALL the time! Seriously. When my brain is not functioning to process matters of things unregarding 'that', oh boy... Boom goes my head.. It bombards my head!!!

I can't hold it anymore!!! I just have to say i can't stand it anymore!!! ARGH!! 5 more days to go...5 more days!!!! JUST 5 JO!!!!

All because for half an hour of piano examination.

Stress lah tell you.

The nearer the day of examination comes, the more im afraid to practice piano. So friggin scared and anxious i'll fail again like last year.

My brains' constantly going through scales, arppegios, my pieces.... More pieces... how i should play them.. Aural test.. (and how i suck at singing).. Isn't that just.... fanatic?!

I know i shouldnt be complaining and lamenting my drudgery on such opportunities.... but really.... I just..have to let it out. Know what i mean??

Ah... now comes the period of 'everyday-piano-class'. Good thing it's only for 4 days!!!!!



whoooooooooo.............








The time is near..................................................................................**

My bones are still in tact..I dont have 'serious' memory problems. Probably just blurness. Haha.(You!Stop laughing). I dont go through 'much' signs of aging!!!But then again...let me sigh. SIGH! Age is catching up on me. I'd be nineteen in...er...a few hours....maybe?I dunno....i dont wanna count!AHK!!I don't feel up to it to be nineteen just yet. I stil wanna be 16... =( Pleasee???please?????? *innocentface*


Bah.. who am i kidding?! I cant run away from the fact that i'll get older. ugh. Sadly. No one can. But still!!!! I don't wanna be nineteen!!! Gosh... 19!! Then next year... i'll be...TWENTY!!! 20!! Then... i'll graduate.... get married... then..... then...... AH!!!! GRANDMAHOOD!! oh my.. oh my.......!! *tryingtorunaway..............*

Ok.....ok....Shut up Jo..*slapslap*Why you thinking so far?Ish..

Hmm...This is...a....CONQUEST!!!(that i have within myself..). So........ i alone...*sobsob* have to deal with it..
Wait.. what am i talking about??argh!!! Signs of old age -.-

Oh..just shut up Jo...................................