Ok,I know...i know some people may have the impression of me as c o l d and hostile.I do think of me that way sometimes too.Especially with people i dont really know.Sometimes i just cant help it..but i know thats a lie.I can help it if i want.Thats why im struggling to be more..open and vulnerable..something i reli hate to do..but has to be done.So,please be patient with me.

On the other hand,i realise that some of my friends say one thing to me and do another thing the next moment.It's so sickening.Well,I dont expect them to be perfect or anything close to that.But i just wonder,can't they think before they speak or do anything for that matter??sigh...

Im not perfect either.Im a sinner.Yes,i do disappoint people.Not everyone can please everyone.Its a fact.So,i gues i have to be patient and we all need to be patient with each other.

Do I look like I work in City Trading or what?

In two weeks, out of the three times I went to buy stuff for Eden’s Day deco, twice I was asked by customers where is this or that.hmphf.
Maybe is the black shirt I wore…City Trading’s new ‘uniform’ is black polo tee.And maybe also because I was sitting down…to find some stuff..maybe that’s why I looked like I was working....you know..arranging some stuff or what.ah.haha!
I think I gave City Trading a 'not so nice' name already because the first time ,this Malay mak cik came to me(I was sitting on the floor finding some papers) and asked,”Buku latihan kat mana ya??” she looked lost.I was thinking…”err.is she speaking to me??” Seeing nobody around us...She was talking to me!No wait.she was asking me!!haha..so I just looked at her ,shrugged and said, “tak tau?” HAHAHA!!
Gues what her reaction was? “Ha??tak tau??Buku latihan..buat kerja punya..kat mana?”
So I just grin at her and say again lah..”hehe..tak taulah...” =p

Then today..I went there again..and I was sitting on the floor finding some strings..and balloons..and this Malay askar man came and asked,”Kertas mahjong ada tak??” With one eyebrow raised, I looked at him..and he asked again..”Ada kertas mahjong?”So I got up,picked up my purse,keys and whatever I wanna buy....(hoping he’ll see im actually a customer...but apparently, he didn’t..) and I said,”err… saya tak kerja kat sini”
And he went??”Oh.”(walks off) Followed by my glare.hmphf.