Did i just say a bad word?If so,what makes it a bad word?Why is it bad?Some people say its like cursing when u say 'shit'.Why?I mean it's like..saying 'pang sai' or hte equivelant.Haha!!ah..nevermind lar.haha..i was just wondering alot about this.Not that i have been using this word.I have always been told that this word is bad.Yeah..and that makes me smack Denise whenevers she says it.haha!!well,well,to me it's just a word..but what lies beneath it..i guess i don't really don't know.I have my own opinions about it.
Actually,come to think about it,I do feel like screaming that word out right.Why that word?I dont know.I'm very fed up and frustrated.Too frus that i just seem too calm..too quiet.It's so wrong.I don't feel me..I don't feel Jo!!argh..whatever.School aint helping one bit.
Had a pretty good talk with my violin teacher today-Ms Ling.She's so nice.We talked about piano exam..about how i fared.*sigh* she's all the way supporting me to do the exam again next year.Do i really have to do it?I mean,well,to me im pretty satisfied i actually went through Grade 8 practical exam!But i failed.I know im better than that in acuall life..as in piano classes,long hours practices.In other words-
less pressure!sigh.why do i screw up when im in a pressurising situation?Why can't my nerves behave themselves in situations like this?!I wish i could say more than 'sigh'.Like...SIGH!!!
Oh well,life still goes on.I'm happy!!
Am i?Or apathethic?Eccentric?Sad?I dont know.Maybe i do.What do i feel now?So much to say yet so little to speak.(what means?gah..whatever=P) Why do we have feelings?..........
*i'm not emo.........really!!!=D hahahah!!!*
Or is it....
I wanna go ice skating!I wanna do pottery!I wanna do glass painting and moulding!
*time to shut up Jo*
hahahaha...!!
hahahaha...!!